NF — Let You Down

Исполнитель: NF

(NF):Feels like we’re on the edge right nowI wish that I could say I’m proudI’m sorry that I let you downLet you downAll these voices in my head get loudI wish that I could shut them outI’m sorry that I let you downLe-le-let you down(NF):Yeah, I guess I’m a disappointment, doin’ everything I canI don’t wanna make you disappointed, it’s annoyingI just wanna make you feel like everything I ever doWas never tryna make an issue for you, but I guess the more youThought about everything you were never even wrongIn the first place, right? Yeah, I’ma just ignore youWalking towards you with my head downLookin’ at the ground, I’m embarrassed for youParanoia, what did I do wrong this time?That’s parents for youVery loyal? Shoulda had my backBut you put a knife in it—my hands are fullWhat else should I carry for you?I cared for you, but…(NF):Feels like we’re on the edge right nowI wish that I could say I’m proudI’m sorry that I let you downLe-le-let you downAll these voices in my head get loudI wish that I could shut them outI’m sorry that I let you downLe-le-let you down(NF):Yeah, you don’t wanna make this workYou just wanna make this worseWant me to listen to you, but you don’t ever hear my wordsYou don’t wanna know my hurt yetLet me guess, you want an apology, probablyHow can we keep going at a rate like this?We can’t, so I guess I’ma have to leavePlease, don’t come after meI just wanna be alone right now, I don’t really wanna think at allGo ahead, just drink it offBoth know you’re gonna call tomorrow like nothing’s wrongAin’t that what you always do?I feel like every time I talk to you, you’re in an awful moodWhat else can I offer you?There’s nothing left right now, I gave it all to you(NF):Feels like we’re on the edge right nowI wish that I could say I’m proudI’m sorry that I let you downLe-le-let you downAll these voices in my head get loudI wish that I could shut them outI’m sorry that I let you downLe-le-let you down(NF):Yeah, don’t talk down to meThat’s not gonna work nowPacked all my clothes and I moved outI don’t even wanna go to your houseEvery time I sit on that couchI feel like you lecture me, eventually, I bet that weCould have made this workAnd prolly woulda figured things outBut I guess I’m a letdownBut it’s cool, I checked outOh, you wanna be friends now?Okay, let’s put my fake face on and pretend nowSit around and talk about the good times that didn’t even happenI mean, why are you laughing?Must have missed that joke, let me see if I can find a reactionNo, but at least you’re happy(NF):Feels like we’re on the edge right nowI wish that I could say I’m proudI’m sorry that I let you downOh, I let you downAll these voices in my head get loudAnd I wish that I could shut them outI’m sorry that I let you downOh, let you down(NF):I’m sorryI’m so sorry nowI’m sorry that I let you down